Lately over the past week i have been fighting with my mom and dad, and i am angered. even if i forget one tiny thing, im bitched at for it all, all the blame is put under my name. i cant take all the stress and shit anymore, so after my sixteenth birthday im just going to walk out the fucking door. pardon my language but im hurting and all my tears are wasted on pointless shit yu say to me evry god damn day. ive gone 16 hours without eating anything. and im feeling sick worried and confused. SHOULD I EVEN RETURN HOME TONIGHT? yes cause if i dont the police will be looking for me and i will be found when im in tears and hell. my life is a fucking mess and i reeally dont know what to do. the only good things in my life are my friends, my notebook and my boyfriend! my friends and my boyfriend are far most the only people that actually love me. my family has disowned me for my mistakes, and so far i have been turning to drugs, and my addiction is growing, and im about to turn to alchohol. its all there lain to see that im being ignored and my parents are too blind to see how much they are hurting me. if it gets worse then i mite go to my mom and have her send me to rehab to fix me and so that i return to a person that is happy rather the agry deressed and sad 24/7. this is just my mixed emtions of a teenage gurls life. i honestly dont think u'd ever wana live the shit that i go through everyday with my pathetic parents. fucking idiots they are. things they do drive the tears out of me. one day i will cry so much that i will run out of tears and i will no longer have a soul and i will just be an emotionless bitch that u would have created me to be. this is the end, i can only trust my friends and im going to deal and rip you out of my WHOLE PATHETIC LIFE!

thats what i thought, u have no comments, cause u are assholes that dont care. this shows how much hatred i have for family life and they wonder why i dont like talking or spending time with them,,, cause there LOSERS!

this is just a journal for me to vent and now im feeling better.

One thing... I AM NOT A BITCH, im just a teenager that is emotionally confused </3!